so, this day isn’t a good day for me. it’s started with little (mm big actually) disappointed with A and i got so emotional but i can handle my anger better now ( i guess). then, i choose to go around to calm myself down and take my ‘me time’. aandd it’s working. (Y)
the problem is solved. actually not really solved but it’s done. i rather to let the problems gone than discuss it with him because i know it just gonna waste my time (based on my experience).
not only about A actually. i don’t know, i just feel uncomfortable and unacceptable or unfit in everywhere. it’s my ‘down time’. i thought. fuhhhhhhhhhh.
i looked out of my old photo and i miss it soooooooo much! i was wondering at that time, “why do i always miss my past when im in uncomfort situation”. maybe it’s just a memories or a photo if i looked it in good situaton. is just me who feel that way?://
tomorrow gonna be a loong day, semangat!!
Maybe start from tonight i will write more often than before because recently i feel lost every before i go to sleep. This feeling could happen because it’s like i have a toooons of story to be shared or a thought to be cleared or maybe just an imagination to be explored. Sooo here it isss. I’ll write some! Xo